YAY. I love people!
There’s nothing that can make me
Happier than when someone smiles!
I need to get out of this crowd.
I need out.
All of these people are smothering,
And I’m being treated like a ghost anyway-
Who would care if I left?
Sunny days are, like, the best things ever.
Nothing can stop me from giggling
And skipping like a little kid
In super nice weather.
Go head- skip like you’re little again.
Make yourself look even more dumb
Like most people already think you are.
It’s not like you can bring back
That childhood bliss that you miss.
Why the long face?
Don’t tell me you’re depressed!
Tell me about it, because
I want to know how to help you.
Can I tell you a joke?
Would that cheer you up?
They only smiled because they’re being polite.
Your jokes are as stale as a 3 day old sandwich-
Look at their eyes.
They want to talk to someone else, not you.
Talk some more and watch as your tongue gets tied.
Add this moment
To the list of things you cringe about later.
Let’s get better at something!
It’ll take hard work,
But I’ll get there someday!
*insert Disney’s “Hercules” song*
IF I CAN BE STRONG!
I KNOW EVERY MILE,
WILL BE WORTH MY WHILEEEEE…
That’s a better joke than the one you told earlier!
I wonder how many times you’ll “fall down”
When you realize that
You have no personal discipline.
You have a better chance
of winning the lottery.
I may not be the brightest bulb,
But at least I’m decently smart.
-Says the person that agreed with
The statement of:
“The earth is 2018 years old”
When she first heard it.
I will try my best to be positive!
There’s too much negativity as it is,
And I refuse to fuel the fire
On the internet or real life.
Nothing like sending a smiley face
In the middle of a serious conversation.
I, too, like happy emojis
When I’m on the topic of guns.
I also like to ponder
If my friends are sociopaths in my spare time.
God knitted me together
When I was only in the womb.
I am special-
I’m fearfully and wonderfully made.
I’m even made in the likeness of God!
Made in the likeness of God, eh?
I’m pretty sure you were made
In the likeness of His toenails,
If that’s the case.
“Don’t copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will learn to know God’s will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect. “
Romans 12: 2 (NLT)
So some of you guys who have followed me for awhile are probably raising an eyebrow at your screen and muttering “WHO HURT YOU?” under your breath. And the new people (hi) are looking at this post going, “Uhhh- does this kid need antidepressants or something?”
i’m a closet emo, wear black rings of eyeliner everyday, and my favorite band is Nirvana
I’m not quite the ridiculously positive happy person most of you think I am.
I have a super sarcastic and
depressed emo somewhat insecure side to my personality that I rarely show anyone. I’m not even sure if my family totally gets the full picture either. *inserts long rant about how “NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME” here*
This post is just showing a part of my brain that I rarely ever show anyone. I definitely don’t think this way everyday (otherwise I WOULD be a very sad and smoll emo child), but this is a snippet of some of the ongoing conversations I end up having inside my head. Hence the reason why I called this “In Defiance of the Visible.”
Also for my old friends following me- I do apologize for the unannounced hiatus. February was really busy for me and my family. We had some upsetting news drop on us like a bombshell, and we’d really love it if you prayed for wisdom, clarity, and safety for us. ❤
Soooo- am I alone in this way of thinking, or do I have an army to fight with me? I’d super duper appreciate it if you said hello in the comment section!
Thanks so much for reading to the end of this post!